Lemme tel you, I had enough of you. Whether you wanna go around telling others, its not our problem. If you want this to haunt your conscience, go on. You dont deserve our sympathy. You dont. By acting nice and pityful now dont help. We wont even say anyth. If you wanna do this shit, go ahead dood. Blahs, waste my time on bullshits.

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Anyway, went out with Nise ytd. At first, thought only Gerald and Kevin. Ended up, TanWhenn, LiHao, Winston, Raymond, GaoMing, Dick, ZhiYong were there too Oo. Heh, went Jubeat-ing~ FUN MAN SEE THEM PLAY :D Dont really have pictures.

Then, went out with clique to Bugisssss :D

Was so fun ^^ Celebrated darl's belated birthday. Told her got people find problem with me and jess, then she chionged find us. But prepared a cake for her, without candles! Then J. pulled her to 'look' for those people, ky and me ran around looking for lighter LOL. Wheee~ Found it, then called them back. She got a shock out of her life. Heh, Darl, hope you enjoyed that surprise ^^ Muacks.

Then today, promo test, then lunch w Jason &Kennard. Squad! See their faces.

More but, lazy. Just, had a nice lunch bahs. Squad didnt come fully again. But its okay, at least we had fun ^^ . AND, they are cam shy?! Gosh, cnt believe it.

Webcamming with baby now. Show you her face.

Heh. She siao want uh. LOL. She says my fringe is nice, but i'm, gonna chop it off soon.

Okay, blogged baby ^^

Tata. 12.46am.

Dancing around with puddles ;

Expected, my appeal didnt go through. But its okay. Cause God's plans for me is good. I'll work harder in that combination. I dont need to bother about anyth. So what if I'm not in th same class as both of them? Tc of each other horh, then okay alr. And, whether y'all want wait for me, up to y'all. I really tolerate this for long alr. Y'all be good friends bahs, dont mind me anymore. I cant get into all your convos, I wont know what to say. I know y'all have many secrets, I dont care. Have as much as you want. I'm not angry. Just, ohwells. Dont ask me lahs. Yeah, I'm pissed right now. I dont even feel like going to school, But I wont let this affect me. And I guess, dont have to wait for me alr la. Th more I see, th more i feel alone. Winnie, I guess we're both right. They are a group, me and you, wil alw be together alone. 2 years of closeness, cause of doubleS? Who knows. Its okay, be happy. Thats all. Dont come ask me stupid questions. You need new friends, just go. I dont mind. I saw through it all. From Nanjing, before hols. Everyth, all. I dont mean anyth. Hope I'll start work soon. After school, work. I no need to face all of these. I'm angry cause of th fragile friendship, not humans. Fuck. I really need you now, Love :( My first vulgarity in post. Ha, idc la.

Going for interview later on. Hope all gets well. I need one, I want one. I dont wanna be alone, fuckers. But I'm not, why am I saying these? Yishun rocks la :D My clique, alw tgt. Work, tgt! Play, tgt! WHEEEEEE~ :D Going out with nise later, confirm nothing talk. See how it goes la, maybe MinEr there, better huh? :/ , its okay. Gonna meet clique later! :D Celebrate Marilyn's belated birthday :x . HEH.

You have your own world, you two have your own world. Dont bother trying to ask me in, cause I know, y'all asking me in is just nonsense.

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Honestly, why are you doing this? Dont it prick your heart? You said it, clearly that you didnt backstab. I guess it dont prick cause you dont even have a heart(?) I know, you dont have to show you dont have one, cause idk whose heart you would dig out to fit yours. Cant believe so cruel 'EW. I'm trying not to anger myself by thinking of you and even though you only said I was STUPID (thats bad enough.) And hey, IF i was stupid, I wont even be in school :( Sadly, I am. So what if I'm in th last combi? Doesnt mean I'm not happy, cnt study. I can push myself even harder okay. Heh, okay.

You said LIARS GO TO HELL. Practically everyone lies, its only wil you repent anot. God would forgive real repentent sinners who sin. But you? I dont think you even find yourself wrong. You just simply go around telling people about MinEr, about anyone else. Hey, please la, who's perfect? you tel me la. Dont say you, cause you ain't any part perfect at all. And dont end up telling us that you're sorry and whatever bullshit. I wont entertain. Th rest is up to them. I tel you uh, doesnt mean you ask people to watch out, you dont need to. Better watch your ass when you're walking cause I'm afraid you'll find an arrow there, or maybe some shit you sat on earlier. I wont be so bad till I'll stick stupid notes on your ass but, I think others would not be as nice as me. I'm not implying my friends but, ohwells. Anyone who doesnt seem to like your face, oh or ass :) Maybe you'll find someth like, 'lick it dood.' on it? Who knows. But I doubt anyone want to .__.

Okay, you said... Hmms, oh. Alot of people love you i assume? And you have those vincent and tjj and whoever bullshit people la. Hey, you think I give a ass shit on who are they? They aint my friends, they might be yours. Lets see, if me, and you, talk it out. You cal your friends to talk to me, and I cal my friends to talk to them, I bet they'll curse you after that. I really pity you on how you're gonna survive in school. Oops, I'm not implying anyth yeah. I'm not so dumb to whack you or what uh, cause I dont want black records anymore. Well, idk but ya. I know, there'll be no more friendly times :/ I cnt imagine how'd be but, somehow, I'm not gonna care what would happen to you in school. cause I think I cant even see your face. Too insignificant. Maybe you english might be better than people's. But, so what? I dont care. English good, dont mean you can insult people's english. "Putting words in people's mouth" is a correct phrase FYI. Your definition is wrong. If your way of defining is so bad, I wonder how you passed your kindergarden even .__. Ask me if you dont understand, I'll be more than happy to tel you :D And, lastly, I really cant bring myself to pray for you T.T

YAY! I'm done . More up next post whooooo~

I LOVE DADDY IN HEAVEN, I LOVE CG :) wheeeee~ <3

Hey you, yes you.

Wil this really make you happy? C'mon, switch on your phone and see, how many girls contacts do you even have? Flooding your phone would all be guys, and wel, i assume they didnt text you first. You may think you're popular, wel go ahead. Who cares whether you're popular anot, you have a black heart, you dont have a good heart. People with you would know. I dont really bother who loves you and such, cause even though many people love(?) you, they dont love you truly. Saw from people's blog that you say Christians are annoying, but I can say, Christians are th one who receives truetrue love, which no need to be said through mouth. I bet you dont understand, cause your philosophy understanding is just so shallow. Lucky you didnt go Nanjing, cause I think you wouldnt understand anyth over there. I wonder what's your definition of love? Love your money, love your bitchyness, or maybe your body .__. PUKES* Thats like, far impossible but, okay, nothing's impossible :/ . Maybe that guy is.. Ohwells. See uh, you go around telling people about us, about anyone else, but then again, dont think there's no one talking about you. HEREHERE! HERE I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU:D And i'm loving it dood. Heh.

Okay, I know I cant finish saying what I wanna say. Cause I'm gonna receive God's words and shall decide whether to say you in a better way, or use th normal way like this: Hey hello. Fag you, I aint wanna fuck you cause i dont think i even want you. You this biatchhhhh, cause i dont like you. Straight in your shit face i tel you, you look like my dog's, POO. Heh. My dog more high class than you uh. Even though idk why my dog wanna shit you 0: So, unwise decision. I really have nothing to say about your English, cause see uh, words cant be held, you cant even hold it stoopeeeeeeed. You said your English better, hey. YOU THIS INSIGNIFICANT SPECK OF... ATOM ELECTRONS. HEH, maybe its still too big for you Oo. Maybe you dont even exist. Cause in th friends list of my friends and others' friends, i cant seem to find your name. Maybe you dont even have one. Okay! Thats my bad way 0: My good way, I'll not say it. Cause I started to think that my good way is far worse than this.

Anyway, I decided not to put your name cause, I forgot your insignificant name. :) Hello, alien biatch.

A word that we need to give our own definition to ;

Each time I write one letter, I'll make myself smile. Cause writing letters should be happy. Really thinking if these letter would get to you, but its okay. At least I wrote them and didnt regret :) Everytime I think of what you're doing there, I feel happy. Heh, but I shall not thinking too much anymore. Cause I'm trying to let it go~ Pleaseplease, no more high hopes. I'm bent on letting go.

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Oops, I'm smiling again 0: I really do think I'm cranky. Its okay. Going back to school later for CCA. Yes, I hate it, seriously. But what can i do? Give up halfway? No. I'll just have to carry on :( Ohwells. Yesterday, was one month after i accepted Christ! :D wheee ~ iloveYou.

wait? or give up? you made me turn.